Hi, Future

The future is a road of no return, and this is the only option I can choose.

I often go back to history, which refers to the part of my life that I have experienced. I often think, if I had made another choice at a certain point in time, what would my life be like now, and whether there would be something worth looking forward to. As I grew up, I learned that time was an unalterable variable that watched over my body and my slowly draining hopes until death.

I think of the autumn of 2020, in Guiyang, shrouded in mist. If I marry her, will I have any expectations for the future today? History is always surprisingly similar, 2021, 2022, 2023… I met many people who could marry me, but I didn’t make a choice in the end. My future is a road of no return. I have experienced too much despair on this road, so I gradually lose sight of the direction of the road.

I have some plans after I come to Kuala Lumpur, I hope to be able to get what I want to do here, whether it will work out or not, I think I can light the way for myself.